Dilemma

Been feeling down with low morale, unhappiness, demoralised, loss of motivation, loss of smiles, loss of hopes, loss of dreams, loss of strength, courage, dignity and pride. I see others being happy but I myself am not feeling happy the way it used to be. Can I just pretend that this things never happen? Im going broke. How long I can last? I dunno. Im not the same anymore. My inner spirit is dying....Had been bashed up down left right center. Seems to me everything is impossible now. I guess I just have to swallow and face the facts. At this moment that Im going through, I now know to differentiate who my true friends are....

Im off for job hunting to get back up on my feet. Wish me good luck...