Went for my practical lesson at BBDC and I was shocked when my own instructor asked me whether I was from Shuqun Primary. Yes, I was from that school but who the hell is he? I saw his name tag and it stated Zhang Dawei. That doesn't sounds familiar to me either. Couldn't be my former classmate as he appeared to be older than me! Trying to flash back my memories but it appeared to be full of question marks???????????

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Uuurghhhhhhhhhh..............I'm having a BAD LUCK day!
Why does I get so gan cheong easily!
Why does I kept doing silly things without thinking of the consequences!
Why does I get all the blamed!
Why must be me!
What is happening to me!!!

Ni maciam nak kena mandi bunga.......

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My first babe is a dirtster
My second babe is a roadster
Next will be a racer...

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A beauty.....
The only source to let go my inner heart and soul!

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A lot of unexpected stuff had happened to me for these passed few days. One of it was that my grandpa had passed away. I still remembered the times when I was a little kid, not reading the Qur'an properly and get beaten with his magic stick. Ouchhhh! But the most important was that I thanked him for passing his knowledge to me and teaching me the religion/religious, from Muqaddam to Qur'an. My grandpa was really good at mathematics. Because of him, I did very well in my math during my primary school years....I felt low, I should be with him when he is sick. Now that he's gone. Its too late for that now. I am not a good grandchild...........

I'm planning to travel up north with my bike across the causeway to let go my inner sad grief and also to see the world....tomorrow........just let it happened......anybody care to come along with me? I'm taking the time off from my work till tuesday thou!

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It's time for a new look again! I'm rebuilding my web all over from scratch. Stay tune for the magic while stocks last!

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Some read books throughout the night
Praying tomorrow will be all right
While others talk on the phone for hours
Claiming it has special powers

Some spend their days fixing cars
And waste their night in local bars
While others pretend to be insane
So they won't have to feel the pain

Some use their suppressions
To relieve their depressions
While others use projection
For their own protection

Loneliness is emptiness
Loneliness is feelings of uselessness
Loneliness can be indifference
But worst of all
Loneliness is loneliness, Dammit!

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Arghhhh.....I've lost my favourite sandals! Who could have stole it? I'm giving away a sum of $1,000,000 to whoever have found it and return it to me.

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Call it a defect
Call it a sin
Call it a virus that lives deep within

Call it a problem
Because its for the blame
Maybe its the reason you're put to shame

Call it degrading
Call it a joke
Call it naughty words that should not be spoken

Call it a liar
Call it a thief
Call it the reason for all your grief

Call it nothing
Call it plain
Tell me its the reason you've gone insane

Call it what you will
Call it what you like
But just remember what I call it
I call it 'my damn life'........

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Some things are just better left to be unsaid.......

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I'm not the type of person to take it to heart
I'm not the type of person to look like the model
I'm not the type of person who wants a public life
I'm not the type of person to like compliments
I'm not the type of person who wants to lie
I'm not the type of person who wants to change
There's a lot more to me, but I need a book to explain
So this is just a shit poem with the beginning insight of me
You won't understand me so don't try
Maybe if you read this you might understand me more
But I doubt it! So enjoy it or hate it
I don't care because I’m not that type, dammit!

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What had happened to the world? First its SARS. Now its bird flu virus. Whats next? I can't live without chickens dammit! Chickens kept me alive throughout my entire life. I owe it to the chickens!

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I'm feeling sooo tired and sleepy. Just reached home from Johor.

Last night went up to JB with two of my friends. Once reaching there, we changed our money at the money changer and off to Las Kopek to have our dinner and supper! We eat like theres no tomorrow! After that went for shopping. Then off to pump petrol. Ouh...it felt sooooo good to have a full tank! Went up to Taman Pelangi to chill for a while. No plans! Then we went to chalet. Reached there about 1am. Watched Torque and Janji Diana. While my friends are busy concentrating watching the show, I'm busy dozing off to lala land. Hahahah.....Woke up at 6am! Did some house cleaning and off back to Singapore. Reached home at 7:30am. Took a bath and log into the net. Nobody is online! Yey!

Now signing off and continue my dozing in lala land......ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz

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Drops of water dripping down on me
Darkness is all that I can see
While my blood runs cold through my vains
I hear the soft beating of the pouring rains
I try to get up but I'm being pulled down
by the relentless embrace of the cold damn bloody ground
My soul cries out in mournfull despair
No one hears me, no one is there..........

I don't exist in this reality
My life is not a mortality
I hate myself for being like this
Feeling so low with full of shits
I got madder and madder as hate filled my soul
Shadows all grabbed me and wouldn't let go
They pulled me further underground
Snatching, burning and pushing me down.......

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I am thinking about this slogan 'A career that commands respect'. Respect my ASS! You got to polish so many years of your superior ass to get respected. What the toooot!

I am a workaholic. I am a 'siow On' workaholic. I'm giving it 100% in everything that I do or else, I will feel uneasy an unsatisfied. I'm beginning to feel so tense. I'd better slowed down a lil bit before going to be breakdown.

I need to have a longgggg break from all this shitty crappy crap!

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Shhhhhhh.....Pls be quiet. I don't exist in real life. I'm dead!

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Urghhhh....Tomorrow shooting. Dammit! My off day will be burn just like that. I'd rather spend my off day rolling on my bed hiding under the blanket than spending a few hours shooting and wasting the bullets all over the place. I don't like to be disturb during my off day dammit! arghhhh......Who should I kill tomorrow?

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People thinks that I m silly,
To hold on something not so worthy.
They even think it’s a pity,
That I wouldn't face the reality.

Now, that its left, is just me and my pitiful fish.

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Jack and Jill went up the hill
To fetch a pail of water
Jack went down
And broke his crown
And Jill came tumbling after!

Hahahahahah.....the moral of the story is "Don't be too clumsy lah!"

Wonder why this nursery rhym suddenly pop inside my head! Maybe because there's always a kid inside of us....

Have a merry Hari Raya Haji! hmmmmm....I don't even know what that is anymore. I have lost track of the calendar, days, months, weeks, hours and minutes. I guess I'm going to celebrate this holiday in the middle of nowhere with mermaids!

Save the kambeng! Don't slaughter them pls..........

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